當想要又不想要的時候

當想要又不要想的時候，思緒開始流動。我現在就正為此煩惱，這時總會想起 Farewell, My Lovely 裡這麼一段：

I picked my hat out of a chair and switched off a couple of lamps and saw the French door had a Yale lock. I looked back a moment before I closed the door. It was a nice room. It would be a nice room to wear slippers in.

Anne Riordan 是一個非常可愛的女孩，非常地愛慕 Marlowe，不過 Marlowe 總是不斷地迴避她的感情。Marlowe 重傷之後，到 Riordan 家避難。她家溫暖舒適，待在裡面自自在在的，很棒。但這些地方永遠不是 Marlowe 真正的歸屬。